Bullshit.

sexliesandbrandii asked: so, are you sure you love me? are you sure i'm the one you want to be with for the rest of your life? Becuase I KNOW you're the one I want to be with. I know I want to wake up every single day in your arms. I want to share every amazing moment with you && every other bad moment. I want to enjoy the rest of whatever comes our way with you... I guess what I'm saying is... I love you, Clarence && I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world...
In the next couple of years....will you marry me? <3

You’ve got me flummoxed. I’ve trying to take this all in, but I still can’t. I know you want some sort of reply, but my heart and head are still in a daze.

Am I sure I love you? Sure as in certain? I’d like to think that I know what love is, in my own eyes. I know this because I know how to love - how to love my family, how to love my friends. I know what love is in terms of relationships because I’ve tried so hard NOT to fall in love the past six years. I know the warning signs, and I know what happens if I fall for a person who isn’t falling for me, too. So I chose not to open my heart up. Am I sure I love you? I took a chance with you, because I was hoping you’d be there, and you are. You have been. And I know you will be. Yes, I’m sure I love you, because in the times when I gave you all of me, you’ve taken care of me and made sure I was happy. No other girl has done that for me.

You’re the first thing that comes to my mind when I wake up, only because it’s a continuation of what I was thinking about before I went to sleep. Your family, friends, complain that you never see them, and my friends complain that I never see them, because we literally want to spend every. moment. with each other. That’s no lie, and it looks like something that won’t change any time soon. Bad moments? They’re bound to happen - how else do you know what happiness is without any sadness to compare it to. They say it’s always the darkest before the sun rises. I can stand the darkest of darks, because honestly, during our worst times together, we’re still -together- when it happens. And knowing you’re still there, makes me comfortable knowing that no matter what may come between us, we’ll still be there, together.

You asked me if we could hookah - making sure that it would happen. You called me, and brought up the idea of us dating, again to make sure it would happen. You told me you were so tired that you almost said ‘i love you’ before going to bed, making sure that I knew, and wanted to know if I felt the same way. And now you’re asking me if I’d marry you, in the next couple of years, again, making sure that it would happen. Anytime you made sure something was going to happen between us, what usually happens, baby<3?